halluuu…
I received a few messages asking me why I never write in Filipino, well the truth is I am not very confident to write in Filipino. When I write in my own language it’s either a rhetoric piece of unadulterated Filipino with all the unnecessary prefixes which makes me sound too serious, when its miles from the truth, nunukan nang bano. If I go to the other extreme, the way I usually talk to my friends in the Philippines, it will be filled with gay lingo, ridiculously invented expressions and mwahahahas that you will be lost halfway through the piece. I cannot find my midpoint, my ‘normal’ speaking/writing tone in my own language. I am just like that, fuck, how sad is that? I am starting to write more in Filipino though but I am not very confident about them. I have this friend who writes with a perfect balance of slang and clean Filipino that makes me want to strangle him every time I read one of his pieces. Hindi siya nakakalito, hindi pabibo, pero ubod nang saya. Some of those who wrote to me also said that they find it difficult to comment on my blog, hello mga bakla, technical problem ba itoh or izit dahil nalilito kayo sa mga sinusulat ko o dahil masaydong mahaba na nakakalimutan niyo na ang point niyo at kung bakit kayo nagsasayang ng oras wehehehe (or is this because I find it really boring to proofread so my mistakes make you feel like I wrote things haphazardly… well.. anubeh, this is a blog). Okay lang mga lowla, this will never be my personal blog anyway, I have that somewhere else, where I feel more secure… masyadong madaming ka-tauhan sa friendster. (there it is, I’m doing it again, see what I mean?) I will always be writing about general stuff here, pero if you feel I am passing on truckloads of rubbish to posterity, e go ahead paliguan niyo ko ng putik, hindi ako aalma. I took these opinions out into public, trash me there. Alang problema, I took that risk, so go.
Yun na. *apir*
